?

Log in

Too lazy for subject

« previous entry | next entry »
Dec. 15th, 2008 | 04:07 am
Cotching in...: Bedroom
Feelings: pleasedpleased

  • Medium: Book.
  • Fandom: Harry Potter
  • Subject: Remus/Sirius
  • Title: One Fumbled Touch
  • Warnings: Angst near the end of it. </3
  • Notes: Progression of Remus and Sirius’ relationship from when they were teenagers, until the very end. All MP3s.

 




It Had To Be You – Motion City Soundtrack [Remus’ POV]

What a disaster it would be
If you discovered that I cared
A little too much for friends

But not enough to share

 

I Want You (She’s So Heavy) – The Beatles [Remus’ POV]

I want you,
I want you so bad
It’s driving me mad, it’s driving me mad.

Foolish Love – Rufus Wainwright [Sirius’ POV-- The entire shift of this song represents how Sirius is feeling on the inside, and how he wants to be perceived]

I don't want to hold you and feel so helpless
I don't want to smell you and lose my senses
And smile in slow motion
With eyes in love

--

So I will walk without care
Beat my snare
Look like a man who means business


Ache For You – Ben Lee [Remus’ POV]

And it's alright if you're undecided or,
If you're scared that you might like it or
If it's true, I ache for you

There's no rhyme and there's no reason
You're the secret in the back of my skull
There's no logic, so please believe me
Our love's confusing, but it never gets dull


Temporary Insanity – The Weekends [Remus’ POV-- if we stick by the Shoebox Project <3]

What just happened?
Did you kiss me?
'Cuz that's a place we've never been
Until now

--

We've crossed the line
Between friends and something more
Was it all a big mistake?
'Cuz if it was it's much too late to undo
And I don't really want to

 

After The Last Midtown Show – The Academy Is… [Remus’ POV]

Smoke your smokes while I keep
A watchful eye.
Right here, right now.
I hope before the night is through
One fumbled touch will finally hit the spot.
You've got everything going for you,
So I'll go for you with everything I got.


Right here, the best days of our lives.
Is this coincidence or a sign?

 

You and Me Song – The Wannadies [Sirius’ POV]

Always when we fight
I kiss you once or twice
And everything's forgotten
I know you hate that

--

You and me always, and forever
 

If The World – Guns N’ Roses [For when the war starts.]

I never knew the way that you looked at me
Would ever mean so much to me
In my heart I found
The feelings I’ve never shown
Now they’ve got the best of me

If the world would end today
All the dreams we had would all just drift away

 

Dreaming Of You – The Chorals [Remus’ POV-- when he believes Sirius was a traitor]

Up in my lonely room 
When I'm dreaming of you 
Oh what can I do 
I still need you, but 
I don’t want you now 
 
High And Dry – Jamie Cullum? [Post Azkaban angst]
Flying on your motorcycle,
Watching all the ground beneath you drop.
You'd kill yourself for recognition;
Kill yourself to never ever stop.
You broke another mirror;
You’re turning into something you are not. 
Open Your Eyes – Snow Patrol [Remus’ POV – trying to cope with Sirius’ death.]
All this feels strange and untrue
And I won't waste a minute without you
My bones ache, my skin feels cold
And I'm getting so tired and so old
The anger swells in my guts
And I won't feel these slices and cuts
I want so much to open your eyes
'Cause I need you to look into mine
 
High Hopes – Pink Floyd [Together in death.]

Beyond the horizon of the place we lived when we were young
In a world of magnets and miracles
Our troughts strayed constandly and without boundary
The ringing of the division bell had begin

Along the long road and on down the causeway
Do they still meet there by the cut
There was a ragged band that followed in our footsteps
Running before time took our dreams away


Download zip. here

Link | rest my chemistry | Share

Comments {37}

B

Too lazy for subject

from: bloodredsummer
date: Dec. 15th, 2008 04:16 am (UTC)
Link

High and dry is the fucking title of my MK Sirius' journal! And I didn't change it just now XD

I also lovelove Open Your Eyes. <3

Thankeee

Talk back | String

The Fangirl Madgirl

Too lazy for subject

from: totally_fangirl
date: Dec. 15th, 2008 04:19 am (UTC)
Link

It breaks my heart, but it's so them. <3

Aw! It makes me cry when I hear it now, because I think of them.

This was posted for you. =D Otherwise I would have procrastinated FOREVER.

Talk back | The Movver ou Father | String

B

Too lazy for subject

from: bloodredsummer
date: Dec. 15th, 2008 04:23 am (UTC)
Link

It issss!! I've thought of it as so R/S since I was like, 14. And I'm 18 and old now :/

iluuu :D Mixes are a lot of work!

Talk back | The Movver ou Father | String

The Fangirl Madgirl

Too lazy for subject

from: totally_fangirl
date: Dec. 15th, 2008 04:26 am (UTC)
Link

That's hardcore. =D

The songs are easy, the rest is effortful. I have so many mixes ready to post, lol.

Talk back | The Movver ou Father | String

B

Too lazy for subject

from: bloodredsummer
date: Dec. 15th, 2008 09:21 pm (UTC)
Link

I am pretty hardcore =D

Your mixes rock.

Talk back | The Movver ou Father | String

The Fangirl Madgirl

Too lazy for subject

from: totally_fangirl
date: Dec. 15th, 2008 09:39 pm (UTC)
Link

Aw thanks! Have you listened to it yet? Then you might change your mind...

Talk back | The Movver ou Father | String

~cait

Too lazy for subject

from: theepiccek
date: Dec. 15th, 2008 04:18 am (UTC)
Link

I THINK IF YOU REALLY LOVED ME YOU WOULD JUST UPLOAD THE ACADEMY IS SONG BECAUSE IT'S THE ONLY ONE I DON'T HAVE AND WANT

Talk back | String

The Fangirl Madgirl

Too lazy for subject

from: totally_fangirl
date: Dec. 15th, 2008 04:20 am (UTC)
Link

I LOVE YOU THAT MUCH.

Talk back | The Movver ou Father | String

~cait

Too lazy for subject

from: theepiccek
date: Dec. 15th, 2008 04:26 am (UTC)
Link

EHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE HELLO
WHAT ARE YOU DOING ONLINE AT THIS TIME?!

Talk back | The Movver ou Father | String

The Fangirl Madgirl

Too lazy for subject

from: totally_fangirl
date: Dec. 15th, 2008 04:27 am (UTC)
Link

CONTEMPLATING SLEEP.

Talk back | The Movver ou Father | String

~cait

Too lazy for subject

from: theepiccek
date: Dec. 15th, 2008 04:25 am (UTC)
Link

ALSO I Want You (She’s So Heavy) PLEASE

Talk back | The Movver ou Father | String

The Fangirl Madgirl

Too lazy for subject

from: totally_fangirl
date: Dec. 15th, 2008 10:15 am (UTC)
Link

Cos I am just so nice (and awake).

Talk back | The Movver ou Father | String

♦ k a h l i a ♦

Too lazy for subject

from: cuban_sombrero
date: Dec. 15th, 2008 07:14 am (UTC)
Link

Open Your Eyes <3

I'm not even a huge R/S shipper, but this is amazing. :D

Talk back | String

The Fangirl Madgirl

Too lazy for subject

from: totally_fangirl
date: Dec. 15th, 2008 09:57 am (UTC)
Link

Aw that means a lot to mean then! :)

Talk back | The Movver ou Father | String

I feel ugly but I know I still turn you on

Too lazy for subject

from: tekla
date: Dec. 16th, 2008 03:09 pm (UTC)
Link

Thank you! Downloading it right now. I love R/S and this fanmix is amazing. ♥

Talk back | String

The Fangirl Madgirl

Too lazy for subject

from: totally_fangirl
date: Dec. 16th, 2008 03:13 pm (UTC)
Link

Aw thanks so much, I hope you enjoy it.

Talk back | The Movver ou Father | String

modern_epitaph

Too lazy for subject

from: modern_epitaph
date: Dec. 16th, 2008 04:42 pm (UTC)
Link

Yay! A Puppy mix! Downloading, thanks :)

Talk back | String

The Fangirl Madgirl

Too lazy for subject

from: totally_fangirl
date: Dec. 16th, 2008 04:43 pm (UTC)
Link

You're welcome, I hope you enjoy it.

Talk back | The Movver ou Father | String

mystical van of doom

Too lazy for subject

from: voldything
date: Dec. 16th, 2008 07:02 pm (UTC)
Link

The artwork is perfect! Taking the zip, thank you!

Talk back | String

The Fangirl Madgirl

Too lazy for subject

from: totally_fangirl
date: Dec. 16th, 2008 07:04 pm (UTC)
Link

Aw thank you SO much. That was my biggest worry, I always panic over my artwork so that means a lot.

Talk back | The Movver ou Father | String

Brittany (the dull one)

Too lazy for subject

from: authorofdreams
date: Dec. 17th, 2008 02:11 am (UTC)
Link

The cover art is absolutely gorgeous. =)

Talk back | String

The Fangirl Madgirl

Too lazy for subject

from: totally_fangirl
date: Dec. 17th, 2008 02:12 am (UTC)
Link

Thank you :3

Talk back | The Movver ou Father | String

reiko_forrester

Too lazy for subject

from: reiko_forrester
date: Dec. 17th, 2008 11:45 am (UTC)
Link

OMG, High Hopes is perfect! That song always makes me think of death, childhood lost, etc. It's very bittersweet.
'You and Me Song' sounds like something Sirius would do... :D

Talk back | String

The Fangirl Madgirl

Too lazy for subject

from: totally_fangirl
date: Dec. 17th, 2008 11:48 am (UTC)
Link

I'm glad you like it! I was a bit worried about it at first, but I couldn't not put it on.
I agree! =D It's very Sirius.

Talk back | The Movver ou Father | String

Andro

Too lazy for subject

from: androbard1364
date: Dec. 19th, 2008 09:49 pm (UTC)
Link

I absolutely love this! Especially the addition of the Snow Patrol song, I have been in total, fangirly love with that band as of late! *squees* And the coverart is A.MAZ.ING.!

Talk back | String

The Fangirl Madgirl

Too lazy for subject

from: totally_fangirl
date: Dec. 19th, 2008 10:37 pm (UTC)
Link

I'm glad you like it! =D Thanks for commenting, enjoy it. <3

Talk back | The Movver ou Father | String

aunt_zelda

Too lazy for subject

from: aunt_zelda
date: Dec. 28th, 2008 11:20 pm (UTC)
Link

Thanks for the mix, Sirius/Remus was my first slash ever, can't wait to start listening!

Talk back | String

The Fangirl Madgirl

Too lazy for subject

from: totally_fangirl
date: Dec. 28th, 2008 11:23 pm (UTC)
Link

I'm glad you like it. They were my first hp slash ever. First of many...

Talk back | The Movver ou Father | String

aunt_zelda

Too lazy for subject

from: aunt_zelda
date: Dec. 29th, 2008 04:24 am (UTC)
Link

What other HP characters do you slash?
I don't slash much HP, personally, I'm more of a Doctor Who and Heroes fangirl, but Sirius/Remus is always gonna have a special place in my heart.

Talk back | The Movver ou Father | String

The Fangirl Madgirl

Too lazy for subject

from: totally_fangirl
date: Dec. 29th, 2008 10:52 am (UTC)
Link

Actually now that I think about it, not that many. Hrm. Sort of Albus Sev/Scor... but I went off of that. lol.

Oh I LOVE DW and Heroes, but I barely slash any of the characters in them. Though was it just me or was there a LOT of Jackson/Doctor in the Christmas special...? =D

Talk back | The Movver ou Father | String

aunt_zelda

Too lazy for subject

from: aunt_zelda
date: Dec. 30th, 2008 09:21 pm (UTC)
Link

With HP, I'm an odd one. I mean, let's be honest, in HBP there WAS an awful lot of fodder for the Harry/Draco shippers, but it just doesn't interest me as much as other Foe!Yay. I can see Harry cheating on Ginny and having an affair with Draco when they're all older and he's having a midlife crisis (or just bored. Harry/Ginny always felt really feeble to me, as much as I tried to believe in it. I wanted Luna to get Ron or Harry, not some kid who didn't show up in the books at all!)

With DW I ship Doctor/Master. I try to ship Doctor/Jack, but I can't. (Ok, ok, there was that ONE FIC for a friend's b-day, but I pretend that doesn't count.)
And with Heroes ... well, Heroes is what informed me what slash WAS. I didn't know anything about it before I started jonesing online for Heroes info. I started with Mohinder/Sylar, then Peter/Claude, a bit of Matt/Ted, and then Hiro/Kensadam, Peter/Adam, Claire/Elle, Arthur/Linderman ... *shakes head* it's such a ridiculous, slashy show ...

Yeah, there WAS a lot of Jackson/Doctor in the X-Mas special ... though much of it could be contrived as self-cest, right?

Talk back | The Movver ou Father | String

The Fangirl Madgirl

Too lazy for subject

from: totally_fangirl
date: Dec. 30th, 2008 10:22 pm (UTC)
Link

Hermione/Draco was pretty much my first ship ever. I was six and shipping the goodgirl/badboy thing... that I've never quite got over. lol. I've always had a little place in my heart for Harry/Ginny as I empathise with the whole 'he sees me as a little sister' thing, which sucks. I liked Luna/Neville... Though Luna/Ron was cute.

MASTER/DOCTOR IS SO RIDICULOUSLY SLASHY. I mean. Srsly. The whole 'I like it when you say my name thing', etc etc. They killed me a lot. Doctor/Rose is my true love though. And Ianto/Jack (BLARG, KILL GWEN ALREADY.)

Claire/Elle most DEFINITELY. Though that may have just been my ridiculous crush on Veronica Mars Kristen Bell. I have only one BIG ship in Heroes... though naturally that suddenly became incestuous. Which sucks, lol. I am a firm believer that Peter and Claire will suddenly become unrelated. *fingerscrossed*

I suppose so. Though then again, if the Doctor did meet other!him at some point, I think he'd be tempted. Silly alien =P

Talk back | The Movver ou Father | String

aunt_zelda

Too lazy for subject

from: aunt_zelda
date: Jan. 2nd, 2009 06:42 pm (UTC)
Link

I thought the whole "better watch out, Granger" thing in Book 4 when the DE were floating the Muggles in the air was kinda ... odd. I mean, Draco seemed halfway concerned for Hermione, which really threw me off. Then I promptly forgot all about it, and in Book 5 I found myself thinking "Hey, Remus and Sirius should totally get married and be joint-godfathers to Harry ..." I blame having a gay dad.
The Harry/Ginny 'he sees me as a little sister' thing I can sorta empathize with too. Except it's more like 'he thinks I'm weird in a bad way and is far too cool to mix with the likes of me, the adorable, snarky bastard.' *sighs* Still, I convinced him to go to the Halloween Party with me (as friends, but still!) and DANCE with me once, and he had a fear of dancing in public!
I wish we'd been able to see into Ginny's head in the books. She didn't get enough to do to merit being Harry's love interest, in my opinion. *sighs* It's a shame, because I kinda like her.
I think that Luna had a crush on Ron and wasn't even trying to hide it, and Ron was all 'heh heh ... this is awkward and kinda flattering.' It's sad that we didn't get more of that.

Oh yes, Doctor/Master = not even trying to hide it, for serious. You just KNOW that the Master turned the Doctor back from fugly-old-man when they were alone at least ONCE during The-Year-That-Never-Was. And that phonesex conversation. Oh. My. God. *shivers*

I like Gwen when she is with Rhys. It's like how the Buffy/Riley thing was supposed to be, but failed utterly at. When she is not with Rhys, I kinda hate her. Her teeth freak me out. And Jack/Ianto is the main pairing, not Jack/Gwen! Step off of the MARRIED LADY, Jack! I know you have restraint ... and morals ... somewhere in there ...
I just ... CAN'T ship Doctor/Rose. I think Rose really and truly loves the Doctor, but the Doctor ... is probably a thousand years old. How on earth is he supposed to have a relationship with a twenty-something from 2006? Like, NO ONE ships Three/Jo (well, I'm sure SOMEONE does, but it's generally frowned upon because Three looked like an old man and Jo was pretty young) and Three and Jo were so much closer in age than Ten and Rose are. I WISH I could ship Doctor/Rose, it would spare me so much grief, but I can't find it in myself. They're friends. They love each other, but I see it as the platonic you-saved-me-from-myself-after-the-Time-War-and-I-love-you-Rose-Tyler kind of love, not omg-sex-romance-kisses-tiembabies kind of love.
And ... now you probably hate me. *headdesk*

I am a firm believer that Peter and Claire will suddenly become unrelated. *fingerscrossed*
Oh my god, me too! I would ship them in a heartbeat if they weren't related! (The actors being together kinda skeevs me out, though. They were dating when she was seventeen and he's in his thirties ... *shakes head* I know they're pretty, but ... no. At least now she's legal ...)
I need to watch more Veronica Mars. Seen a few episodes, really liked it. Kristen Bell is so ... eeeeeeeeee, you know?

Though then again, if the Doctor did meet other!him at some point, I think he'd be tempted. Silly alien =P
Heh heh ... but we love him! *huggles Ten as long as possible*

Talk back | The Movver ou Father | String

kalika

Too lazy for subject

from: yakshini
date: May. 6th, 2009 03:19 pm (UTC)
Link

This is fantastic. Sirius and Remus were pretty much the only pairing in HP that ever really caught my fancy, (which is strange considering how much I loved the books).

You and Me Song - YES! This!! Randomly, every time I listen to this song has always made me think of Harry/Draco, but it;s such a great song, and works well for Sirius.

As I don't have any HP icons, i shall use an equally slashy one. Merlin/Arthur FTW!

Talk back | String

The Fangirl Madgirl

Too lazy for subject

from: totally_fangirl
date: May. 6th, 2009 05:09 pm (UTC)
Link

Haha, I have a billion ships. :D

Ew, heh. But yeah, it makes me think of how much Remus must hate it when Sirius gets out of any arguments/serious conversations by just kissing him. <3

OH MERLIN/ARTHUR. That is so canon it's insane. I will be upset if they don't get a kiss next season... :P

Talk back | The Movver ou Father | String

Too lazy for subject

from: auburn_whelan
date: Oct. 2nd, 2010 10:11 pm (UTC)
Link

Such a wonderful mix. It's perfect for them and I love it. :)

Talk back | String

The Fangirl Madgirl

Too lazy for subject

from: totally_fangirl
date: Oct. 3rd, 2010 09:21 am (UTC)
Link

Thank you so much for this comment! I'm still so proud of this mix.

Talk back | The Movver ou Father | String